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1.  The idea of being a vagrant sounds appealing to me.  Or just living alone in the wilderness, self-sustaining; only venturing into civilization should I need medical care or more art supplies.

2.  I'd love to be a fish.  

3.  I am not attracted to men.  Not to say that I'm a lesbian, I am currently dating a guy.  It's just I do not find them physically attractive whatsoever.  I guess I'm a big personality person.  If I could have it my way, I'd be back with Amanda forever.  But she's gone away forever.

4.  My half-sister, Rebecca, commited suicide just about a year ago.  It's the oddest thing in the world.  She was 34 when she died, and I hadn't talked to her in years.  I wish I could have, but I couldn't find her.  I grew up with her till I was about 6 years old, but I don't really remember her at all.  The last time I ever saw her was at her wedding reception.  I hope her husband was good to her at least.  I hope she didnt' think I didn't want to talk to her.

5.  I am against psychiatric medication unless the person taking them needs them to survive.  You can fix most things on your own.  

6.  I should have gone to West Point when I could have.  I had my in, but I decided not to go when my father thought it the perfect opportunity to use my success for his gain.  

7.  I'm allergic to my own sweat.  It's the most annoying thing in the world.

8.  I'm also allergic to penecillin (sp?) and the pertussis vaccine, and I'm lactose intollerant (not serverely though).

9.  I'm mildly dyslexic, but I've learned to deal with that quite well.  Numbers still pose a problem for me, but I'm getting over that.

10.  I don't know why I put any of this up here...I'll probably just delete it all in a day or so.  


If only you could see
What you meant to me
How the world came 
tumbling down
How it all just
fell apart
With the words you said

If only I could stop time
turn back the clock
and fix it all
You'd see what it meant
to truly feel, to love
to be

Posted in   Today today...
2008-02-02 02:15:15 | 390 Views

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IRONMAN at Feb 4, 2008.

Hi Rachael. I wish i can give you a BIG HUG. I know that lossing a friend or family is very hard. Just to let you know when I met you, I have gained A wonderful friend. Hear is a pome for a good friend. A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend. See you in zm3 ans zm4 <3 IRONMAN.

L-veotz at Feb 8, 2008.

awww thanks Jerry. That really made my day. :P

canttouchthis at Feb 8, 2008.

I'm sorry to hear about all those things, but at the same time am surprised... I thought I was the only one allegoric to penicillin, I also do this really stupid thing when talking sometimes when I mix up the first two sounds of two consecutive words. So like good day would be dood gay. and why would you like to be a fish? (not that it's bad, I just don't understand).

IRONMAN at Feb 9, 2008.

Canttouchthis. Dont be surprised , Lots of people are allegoric to penicillin. Its not stupid the way you talk and wanting to be a fish. you well understand all this as you get older. Just enjoy your youth.

L-veotz at Feb 9, 2008.

Cuz fish are awesome. That's all. That and everything would be new and surprising all the time.

dwinx at Feb 12, 2008.

Nice post. I am allergic to amoxicillin, which fortunately does not seem to get in the way much. I did not realize people could be allergic to a product their own body produces. I strongly disagree with you about medication. I know many people who are on psychiatric meds. I do agree that it should not be a first choice, but all of them have a multitude of issues and medication allows them to address those issues. They might be able to work out the issues without meds eventually, but they would not be able to function (go to work/school) and fight their personal problems at the same time without them.

L-veotz at Feb 12, 2008.

I think that is the only exception for me when it comes to medications. If you cannot function in the real world without your meds, then stay on them by all means. btw if you're on meds, don't just listen to me and go off them..that'd be bad.

weaver at Feb 13, 2008.

I'm allergic to people but I take a medicine to resolve that. Sorry about your half-sis. Vagrant is probably a bad word - loner/survivalist will do without the negative connotations.

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