SpawnPoint - Where Game Begins

If there were some way
that I could prove to you
how I feel, what I want
I'd surely do it
If there were something
I could say for you
to make it all better
I'd speak those words
What's right and wrong
Are in the past
and untouchable now
but I'd fix it if I could
But these words don't matter
This implication doesn't matter
When it comes down to it
none of it matters
I hurt inside, but you don't see it
you refuse to see
what your stubbornness does
what your words do
and I am to blame solely
There is no way to
right the wrongs of the past
no way to undo
what has been done
And friends you wish to remain
with all the thoughts still there
you loved, but you love not
you cared, but you care not
Not now - not anymore
Anything beyond your motions
are alien to you
anything I need is wrong
You ask so much of me
expect the impossible
accept only what hurts me
but I'm wrong
I asked for time
I asked to wait
but all you've asked for me
to sacrifice for you
could never amount to what I need
time
you do not acknowledge
your own actions
the pain you cause
you only see what I do
But you're happy now
now that you've crushed the feelings
taken what you wanted
and left me alone

Is it really so inconceivable that I am not you?  That I don't do things your way? 

So take what you got
and throw it away...
it's meaningless now.

If there were only some way to get things across.